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you guys, I'm a medical doctor! :D

Don't be scared, I'm good at it.

Anyway, I'll be sure to post more stuff, once I stop crying (you know, fear of responsibilities, fucking up life, major life choices, being 25, being really childish, people to hate, etc.)
  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: Tonight Alive
  • Reading: some historical novel about Byzantium
  • Watching: Death Note
  • Playing: Rail Rush
  • Eating: everything
  • Drinking: Cedevita
Boys only like you scraping your knees.

They tell you your hair smells nice and that your dress is very pretty, but they don’t care, and you don’t mind, because you’ve been secretly thinking you’re ugly.

Boys don’t cry.

They produce a small kidney stone every time they hold in tears, so they don’t lose manliness.
But you can literally try crying at a packed bus station, and no one will stop to look at you.

I wish I were on my knees for you. I wish you said something nice, even lied about something nice.

I don’t know, I don’t care.
Fragile existence. One day you're annoying your parents, watering your plants, consuming tea, and producing organic waste, the next, you realize, you're just your carbon footprint, a post-it on the fridge, white noise of an old television.
This memory from 7 years ago. Random unflattering photograph. Eye shadow in the back of the washing machine.

People around you should change this notion you don't matter.
People should matter.
I should matter.
They should notice if you haven't been yourself in months, or if your eyes look puffy all the time.
They should care.
Just notice me.
Someone, notice me.
you guys, I'm a medical doctor! :D

Don't be scared, I'm good at it.

Anyway, I'll be sure to post more stuff, once I stop crying (you know, fear of responsibilities, fucking up life, major life choices, being 25, being really childish, people to hate, etc.)
  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: Tonight Alive
  • Reading: some historical novel about Byzantium
  • Watching: Death Note
  • Playing: Rail Rush
  • Eating: everything
  • Drinking: Cedevita

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pankreas67 Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014
Dancing Pumkin head 4 Dancing Pumkin head 2 Dancing Pumkin head 3 Dancing Pumkin head 5 Dancing Pumkin head 
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Rozina Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Hvala za fejv :hug: :heart:
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Sjemenka Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
naravno :D :heart:
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seriousmess Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014   Writer
And thank you for the favourite and watch as well!
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FractalOnWings Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014
Sjemenko :D
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Sjemenka Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
eeeej ti! :D
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FractalOnWings Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014
:D
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oaklungs Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2014
thank you very much for the favourite :heart:
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Sjemenka Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
you're very much welcome :D
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ReyeD33 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tenks za fav! :thanks:
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